to say what needs to be unsaid











this is like me... waiting for him to remember me...He affects me.  That is a fact.  When he is not texting me with a personal message or a forwarded one for one whole day or two consecutive days I get jumpy, I get frustrated, I get paranoid then I get upset.  Almost every part of my body seem to symphatize with however I am feeling.  I feel that every second is the longest second; every minute is the longest minute and every hour is the longest hour.  It feels as if I am in a boring and dragging movie…  Just like today.  I could not help it.  I texted him.  Well, I have a reason.  A valid one.  But, he never replied.  So, it happened.  I felt sleepy.  I was not in the mood to work.  I was not so bubbly.  I kept waiting… waiting and waiting.  But the text never came.  The day is almost over.  But, something happened.  He actually remembered me!  Thanks to my co-worker.  He relayed his message to me. :-)   Suddenly, everything was bright.  Everything seemed okay.  I was and I am happy.  Having the ”makulit girl” in me (just like a teenager) I asked my co-worker to tell me over and over again about how it happened; how he asked; how it happened; how he asked… and so on.  It turned out that he almost forgot to tell me :-)  

I think it is sweet.  Yes, I really like him now.



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